currently, i cant bring myself to forgive and forget..
i felt the pain whenever those sentence came onto my mind, "want to go walk walk"
is not my style ..
not my cup of tea...
to see other private life ...
even that person is your bf ..(last time, is my potential hushand to be) now?? i never want to marry again..
i felt so sick and so sick so sick...
i sick and tired of everything in my life
i dont know what else i could do..and what else i could want to do..
i am so tired..
because of him, i lost all of my friends..
i thought ...i thought i thought ...
this is the end of me..
my tears is going to fall.??
i dont know..
i just dont want to have anything to do with him anymore..
once i settled myself..
i am going to call of this..r/s once and for all..
anyway, what is new??
he did it to his ex gd because of me
he can do this to me because of her..
so?
no issue, dont worry, i walk away silently, no question asked..
no question ...would be posed..
nothing at all..
i hope before his birthday, i could cut the tie ...clearly...
i dont want to drag this further..
i dont know but i believed that i never fall for anyone else..
no more..
no man worth of my tears again...
good bye my self...
good bye to this place.,,
find a day and pack my stuffs
transfer back to my houyse..
before the day, end, i told myself i wont hate u
but i cant...
i dont want ur smile
dont want u
dont want u anymore..
why? seem the heart is broken
why bother..to mend..
i would train myself to be the fittest..
from today onward..
i wont listen to ur rubbish
i wont ask u anything..
till the day i break off tie with u..
good bye mr park..
